Saturday, July 11, 2009

Breaking Point

I've reached it. I don't know how army wives, any military wife, does it. One of my good friends from high school is going through it again for the 4th time. I just don't know how. It's only been 8 months for me and I'm at my breaking point.

I've been so incredibly emotional. Everything, I mean EVERYTHING makes me cry. I'm constantly cranky and have zero tolerance for people. I have no idea what my problem is except that I NEED my husband :( :( :(

I'm SO sick of deployment at this point and yet I know I haven't even had to endure a fraction of what other military wives have.

It HAS been a rough year. Maybe the toughest to date. But all of that seemed manageable because I knew I had to be strong for my husband. I guess having no thing or person to care for is making time drag. I can't even IMAgINE what it would be like without the dogs. I think the last 2 months might be worse than the first 2.