15 weeks

Two nights ago I had a dream that I was able to open my tummy whenever I wanted, pull the baby out and cuddle, love and kiss on him/her whenever I wanted!!! That is when I realized I am totally in love with this baby. It was hard to put baby back in my tummy but I knew it was best because baby would be exposed to germs way too early and still had lots of growing to do! But baby would cry everytime I did. And, in my dream, I was SO tempted to see what gender the baby was, but I was good and didn't peak. LOL

It still doesn't feel real that it's a REAL baby in there. I can feel movement every once in awhile and every once in awhile it just hits me. And my tummy is definitely growing (which is freaking me out that its getting big so early, I'm gonna be HUGE!!!!), and I get to hear the heartbeat whenever I want.....but somehow it just doesn't seem possible that there could be a BABY in there.



And I am SO SO SO SO SO SO SO excited that one of my friends from high school just found out she's pregnant too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm laughing at myself because of how excited I am! I know so many girls that are pregnant with me that it's just crazy and amazing. So many girls to share stories with and so many in a close circle of friends, it's unreal. It's really neat knowing that these children will all get to grow up "together" though mostly long distance. However; for some reason, I'm SO super excited about this one in particular :) :) :) YAY!!!!!!!!

Feeling Fat and Wanting Korean Food

So everything I've been reading has been saying that my clothes should start feeling tight already even though there's no sign of a baby bump. I thought that was silly. Until last night.

Mike and I went out to dinner and I realized that this was the first time I've tried to put on jeans in a couple of weeks. I've been wearing my brown cargo pants just because they're loose and comfy every time I leave the house (which hasn't been often). When I put my jeans on, Mike was standing there watching me and he had this smirk on his face!!! lol I'm pretty sure I punched him :) Then he says "I don't think you're supposed to be wearing anything too tight". Thanks honey. So I went through a couple pairs of jeans before I found a pair that fit enough to go out. I think my brown cargo pants will be my best friend for the next couple weeks and it seems I may need to go get another pair. *sigh*

So the in between stage. No evidence of a baby bump (way too early!!) and yet the clothes are already snug. This leaves a barely preggo girl feeling super fat :(

Moving on.

I had another super weird dream last night.

Have you ever dreamed about someone you don't even really know? I did. I know this girl from a distance (in Lawton), she's half Korean also and we share several mutual friends. I'm not sure I've ever actually been formally introduced to her. In my dream, her mom called me and asked if she could make me a feast of Korean food on Feb 12! HECK YES!!

So I woke up thinking about this girl I don't even know and wanting some serious Korean food. I think I'm gonna have get over the cooking smells and make myself Korean food for dinner.

Dreams

I dream about food all the time. Like I still dream about Wayne's like once a week :-) lol And I've had 2 dreams about it this week. I usually wake up thinking about food because I just had a dream about it. I thought that would get worse since I'm pregnant. But instead...THIS is what I dreamed about last night!!

I was 9 months pregnant and huge and my baby was half vampire!!! LOL Well the dream changed and progressed and actually came out 100% human :). He was a boy and I saw his face clearly! Do you know how weird that is?? To actually see the face of an unknown in a dream? It wasn't fuzzy it was distinct.

Craziness.